endless ramble

i suppose i should jsut start with the basics. a good friend told me this was good therapy. and all who know me, know i can ramble. im a single mom jsut trying to make life work in this crazy place. trying to understand why exes have to be buttheads and why people just can't like you for who you are. im honest and up front and try not to hold anything back. took me a while to reach that place. still not completely there but im working on it. i have 2 beautiful daughts. the evil sisters i affectionately call them. they are great girls and im eternally grateful for them. at the age of 20 i found out i had cancer and was told i would never have kids. here i am at 32 with 2 kids and beating the odds. i don't go down without a fight, i owe that to two very bad boyfirends but lets not go down that road tonight...i love my family and i would do anything to protect tehm from the evils of life. but somethings they will have to learn on their own. it kills me to see them hurting but i know i can't protect them from everything. my mom told me that i would understand one day. and now i do, thanks mom.. chuckles....well i am going to hit the hay. thanks to anyone who reads this and i make a good listener...lol